宅女 记

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday.
to me.

Every year it's the same thing; I seemed to be cursed or something.

This past week, my hormones have been going up and down. Yesterday, it reached its peak.
So I tell myself - Fuck it, from now on, 29th September will just be a day of torture for me.

My parents will always the one who remembers my birthday.
Without any hinting.

From now on, I will no longer give any presents. Why should you be happy at my expense?! Everyone has their turn to be happy. You all don't miraculous disappear when it's my turn!

I'm broken. Flawed. Dark and twisty.
Thank You, sincerely from my heart.

EDIT


I see a silverDIAMOND lining~.

Actually I had a similar ring, a Valentine's Day present for myself some years ago. Its been on my finger for years, and ironically I'd decided to take it off few days ago. Except that Mum's ring is thinner & DIAMOND-crusted! o(^o^)o

The diamond necklace is so pretty♥♥♥

祝我生日快乐，祝我生日快乐
祝我生日快乐~
祝我.
生日快乐.

每年都是一样的；我的命仅仅就是这样吗?

过去这几天，我的情绪起起落落. 而昨天，升上最高点.
从现在起，9月29号只会让我更痛苦.

只有自己的父母永远会把孩子的生日记在心里.
无需任何提醒.

从现在起，我不再会给任何人任何礼物.
为什么你们把自己的快乐建在我的痛苦上?
每一个人都有幸福的权利. 为什么到我快乐的时候，你们却不见踪影呢?!

现在的我，已经陷入了无底洞.
我忠诚地谢谢你.

EDIT
呵呵，我有类似i的戒指，是几年前送给自己的情人节礼物.
戴了很多年又不曾摘下来... 但几天前因不想没过去的阴影缠住，就决定把它搁在一旁.

妈妈送给我的戒指比较细，而且有钻石的哦! o(^o^)o

钻石项链也很美美哟♥♥♥