宅女 记

It’s drawing near and I’ve got mixed emotions.
I have no big plans -as usual- and I am trying not to feel sad about it.

Trying being the operative word, which is not working well... (´･ω･`)

Like last year, I'll probably spend the 29th at Starbucks with a book.
Except that I don't have an interesting novel to read at the moment! (ﾟﾛﾟ)

By the way, I've finally finished Justin Evans' novel last night☆
It didn't blow my mind, though it was a fresh take on the notion of demonic possession.

It's depressing that I am getting older and yet I'm nowhere close to the life I've always wanted… (つд⊂)

I no longer have the determination to make my 'first cry' day special.
What's the point? I'll definitely be sobbing anyway.
It's okay though, I'm used to my crappy birthdays... (TДT)

越来越接近了，心情还是很复杂.

跟往年一样，我没有什么计划，也设法不要感到难过. (´･ω･`)

29号当天，应该会像去年一样在Starbucks度过生日，看看小说打发时间.

只是我目前没有有趣的小说可读呀! (ﾟﾛﾟ)

对了，我昨晚终于把Justin Evans的小说给看完了哦☆

故事还过得去啦...

自己即将又大一岁，一想起来心情就跌到谷底.

再加上，距离我想要的生活实在太远了… (つд⊂)

我再也没有要过个开心又特别的生日的毅力了.
毫无意义了... 当天我会以泪洗脸，度过一整天.

没关系了. 真的. 我习惯过着没人在乎的生日了... (TДT)