宅女 记

I don't know why all my thoughts are turning into a pile of mush nowadays.

I used to love somebody with what I thought was everything, but now I don’t remember how the feelings ran during those halcyon days, and I have no sense of the love or the everything, only that it was intense and I was very sad when everything fell apart. (つд⊂)

I used to love a photograph for a few years because it made a memory of a feeling solid, but now the memory itself is drifting away… (´･ω･`)



Finally got my hands on these page markers, better known as flags☆
Too bad the yellow & green showed up looking the same...

Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs.

Maybe there was a glitch in my brain...


有时候真怀疑透过自己的眼睛所看到的东西, 是不是跟其他人一样.

也许我的头脑有故障吧...

It was a bad idea to watch Michael Bay's Armageddon before going to bed.
Couldn't control my tears that I woke up with puffy eyes this morning. (〃ω〃)

So I caught the first 2 episodes of The Secret Life of the American Teenager,
which is about a teenager & her unplanned pregnancy.

Nowadays, kids as young as 13 are sexually active.
No wonder social services all around the world are going panicky.

People often call me a goody-goody, which I hate it sometimes. (lol)
During my schooldays, I was always focused on getting my homework done.
Punctuality was never an issue since I arrived at school an hour early.
Friends, gossip, music, movies & TV were constantly on my mind.

Getting knocked up in my teens, that's an issue I'll never get myself into.
There's no opportunity, actually. *roll eyes*
I had a crush on a guy whom I had never spoken to, for 4 whole years. But that was it.

I don't smoke simply because it's not healthy and I hate the smell.
My lungs are probably already black, being a second-hand smoker to my Dad and many strangers on the streets. (つд⊂)

Drugs are a definite no-no.
Should I have one, my parents don't own a bank to support my addiction.
Also, my arms are so skinny that I'll have problems finding veins! (lol)

Most parents would want their kids or daughters to be like me.
Sometimes, I wish I could be just a little bit rebellious, add some spice to my dull life... (´・∀・｀)


我真的不应该在临睡前看Michael Bay的《Armageddon》.
看到泣不成声的...  今天一早眼睛肿起来了. (〃ω〃)

看了已播映2集的美国新的连续剧《The Secret Life of the American Teenager》
故事讲述一个未婚先孕的15岁少女.

现在的青少年啊... 有些仅仅13岁，性生活就那么活跃了!
难怪全球的社会夫去中心那么忙咯~.

人家常常说我是个乖乖女，这个昵称很多时候我真的恨之入骨呢. (笑)
读书时代，我都是以功课为主.
上课也不怕迟到，因为我会提早一个小时抵达学校.
朋友、八卦、音乐、电影、电视都是我生活里不可缺少的东西.

十几岁时未婚先孕，时间我做不到的事.
大概是没机会吧...呵呵...
我还是学生的时候暗恋了隔壁班的同学. 整整4年，连一句都未曾说过. 就是这样而已.

我也不抽烟，很讨厌那个烟味而且也不健康.
我的肺应该已经黑漆漆了啦，多年来都吸了爸爸和在外的陌生人的二手烟呢~ (つд⊂)

毒品更不用多说了.
及时患上了毒瘾，我父母都不是开银行的，我哪儿来的钱来供啊!
况且，我的手臂那么瘦，很难找到静脉的啦! (笑)

很多父母应该会想要他们自己的子女想我一样吧.
说实话，有时候我也想叛逆那么一点点，让我这么平淡的人生搞点刺激... (´・∀・｀)

I'm surprised that I make no mention being a Keane fan.
They have a number of good songs; this one describes my current mood.

And I quote from my favorite poem by William Butler Yeats:

妈妈给我一对白色耳机~

(　ﾟдﾟ) ・・・

这...这不是得'插'进耳朵里吗?

她为什么买这种给我呢?!

先声明: 我是有经常清理耳朵的哦!
我只是不喜欢把什么东东'插'进耳朵里!
而且小时候妈妈都是这样教我们的呀.

不过我还是试了一下，但是耳机一直掉出来 (笑)
我还是中意我的老套耳机啦. (=´(エ)｀)ノ